This is my horoscope today. I think it’s a sign.
I’m not sad. I can’t really say that I care at this point. You are being a jerk and you know it.
I promised to wait and I am and I will. But I’m done trying to contact you, trying to talk to you. I’ll be here when you come home and if you want me, then you can let me know.
You’re doing you. And for now, I’m gonna do me. Only fair right? Life isn’t stopping because my heart is broken. I’ll pick up the pieces as I chug along.
Frankly, it doesn’t seem like you give a fuck right now. Amazing how you can still hurt me when you are 6,500 miles away. Yay you.
I am having an absolutely fantastic day today. It might have something to do with the beautiful California sunshine! I woke up in a great mood, despite being entirely too drunk last night. I had breakfast with my brother, sister, and dad and then my brother taught me his tap dance that he is learning. It was great to get to practice some choreography and I realized just how much I miss tap! Plus, I got some great bonding time with my brother while my sister cheered me on from the couch.
My little brother’s senior ball is tonight and so I helped him try on his tux. He looks so handsome! I can’t believe this is his last summer home and then he is off to San Diego State. I’m pretty sure I am going to cry when we go to move him in.
Then the three of us rallied together and cleaned his car to a white so sparkling that it blinded me to look at it. I hope he has a great time tonight.
I am excited to see his group of friends and take some pictures of them before they head off for their big night.
I just burned the cookies I had baking in the oven because I was too busy typing up this blog. I’ve never burned my cookies before :/ There is no need to panic however, I just put in a fresh batch. And these will be perfect :)
Thinkin’ I have you figured out but then you leave me in doubt. You make me think I’m seriously crazy. I see you turn away because I don’t know what to say. Do you seriously avoid me? Can you honestly tell me you don’t feel a thing?
I know I said I’m not looking for serious, but seriously, I didn’t know that you would go and be just what I need.
I wanna tell you, but you make it so hard to do. I wanna say no but you make it so hard to go. How do I know you won’t let me down this time around?
I know I said I’m not looking for serious, but seriously, you moved me.
After some house hunting, I am pigging out on junk food at home with my brother and sister: home made potato chips and chocolate chip cookies!!
I’m a happy cow.
"Last Friday night, yeah we danced on table tops and we took too many shots. Think we kissed but I forgot.”
I am currently packing for my trip to Las Vegas and have decided that Katy Perry’s “Last Friday Night” will be my anthem! :)
Be back in a few days with pictures and some unforgettable memories.